Losing Motivation

I've always been motivated to succeed. I still am. I think. For some reason, my only passion right now is yoga. And I think this isn't a good thing.

I got a job. I already don't like it. It's day 3. I'm considering other options but I'm very afraid to sign a lease before exploring all my options and I'm afraid to sign a lease in general.

I almost want to just stay home. Almost. I know I need to leave. I'm just terrified. I've been trying to explore my fears. Why am I afraid?

Daily Practice

I NEED to practice yoga every single day. When I miss a day, I feel partially dead. I don't know why this is but currently- it's my reality.

Life Goes On

Lately I've been feeling like I'm doing nothing. Sure I'm practicing yoga daily. But still. I'm making some important life choices. I decided to move back to Colorado. My soul is there. And really, I just want to practice yoga. ALL THE TIME

I decided that I need to do yoga teacher training. The time is now. I really just want to dedicate my entire life to yoga. I don't know what it is amazing yoga. It's so transformative, so life changing. So why can't I practice all the time?

I've also been getting into Forrest Yoga. I didn't realize that Rockland actually has amazing yoga teachers who would open my mind to different ideas. I'm blessed.

I'm beginning to realize that I'm attracted to people who have a similar interest than me, but often a greater knowledge. These people serve as inspiration.

I'm learning. All I know is- I need yoga. Hopefully this passion will yield bliss.